is it that normal for the rich to flaunt and brag about their lifestyle while the less rich ones boast about how much more independent they are than the rest, having put through many difficult moments in life leaving them with not much of a choice to not lead a comfortable and convenient life?

well, at least that was what i've noticed thus far.

i just do not understand why. why? why do they have to do it and irritate each other out?

is it that difficult to understand that everyone lead lives that are different from one another. we come from various backgrounds and its only natural that most of us see our lives differently. coming from a rich background or a poor one does not matter to me. its about character and attitude.

the reason why i'm actually bothered by all this is due to the new set of friends or people that i'm exposed to now. it can be really irritating. and that is why at times, i just couldnt be bothered and simply keep quiet. my tolerance level has increased significantly. being in this new place, make me a much more reserved person. its really hard to express things to them. they do not seem to understand. everyone has a very complex way of thinking. its just hard. its freaking hard to make friends with them. they do not treat life easily. i just do not know why.

life should be carefree. yes at times it may be hard but that does not mean that you have to show people how much you are suffering because it does not bring much help except gaining sympathy from those around you. i dunno but i feel kind of caught in the middle with all of them. its close to impossible to talk freely because all of them are very sensitive to minor things. everything that i say have to be carefully thought over. it truly sucks.

the other issue that i'm really irritated and bothered with are their views on relationships. after looking at the ac yearbook and looking at the people that i have interacted with, they were seriously shocked that i was not attached to anyone. i told them that relationships are not just about, wow-you look so hot and i wanna be with you, kind of thing.apparently most of them are like that. and and they love commenting on every girl that they see, thus comparing their taste. so much for not judging the book by its cover. it is bad.

basically. the company of friends that i have now kind of sucks. but whatever la. the bottom line is to just be ignorant and sit back, appreciating the fact that you are not like them.