let me try to squeeze in some time to blog!hehs

this past week have been really hectic with camp/bruneitrip and home-hariraya prep.i dont even have time to breathe!hahaha.busybusybusy.and and because of that i missed my dunearn besties outing last night with samcarolfyedeeilyas.damn should have just heck care about all the other stuff that im busy with and just spend quality time with my long time friends. looking at the pics on fyedee's blog just make me green with envy for not being there! actually i feel quite bad bout it lar.there have been many instances whereby they invited and ask me out but i couldnt make it due to my other unworthy obligations.hahaha.tonight's j1j2j3 band iftar is another outing that im not able to go due to my home's annual spring cleaning that will take place 8pm sharp to the next day around 3am if everything goes on fine based on my experience for the past decade.and guess who's incharge? my mum! so i cant say no or she'll nag nag and nag till hariraya.hahahah.i'll make sure my bro suffers together with me!muahahaha.anw,enjoy buke-ing together guys at far east right? and send my regards to the rest :)

i just realise something. i'm not gonna meet a lot of people for a long time! thanks to the hectic schedule leading to ex Lancer in Brunei.and there are so much stuff that i wanna do including meeting my friends.this truly sucks! so, i just feel like giving personal messages to them just before i set off for brunei next week:)

ilyas: you are like the only constant in my life! no matter how busy or how tired i am, i dont think we have ever missed any bubble tea trips to Lot 1(dont forget about tonight's one ar!).hahahaha. now that you have a blog, you have another alternative in expressing ur views and sarcasm, besides the usual sms-es or phone calls! and and for your range, dont worry lar. im sure its due to the weapon.lets just keep it that way, when one can't dance, its due to the floor shaking uncontrollably! ahahaha :) now that you are trying to get back the primary school hairstyle, i suggest you better stop and save the world from more eye irritation looking at you! the haze is bad enough.hahaha. nonetheless, selamat hari raya aidilfitri and maaf zahir dan batin. this hari raya would definitely be different. i dont think we would even have any jalan raye unless you guys can plan one when i get back on the 12nov.hahaha. if there is, you must take loads of pictures.try to stay hip and cool!hahaha, just joking lar.but seriously selamat hariraya and have fun :) i'll try to get some plants back from brunei!hahaha.

fyedee: hey!my cool cousin/friend! l'm not even sure if im gonna jalanraye with datuk's side. but whatever it is, im sure you do not have any mood for raye thanks to the A'levels.anw, really wanted to wish you all the best for the Alevels.im sure your hard work will pay off.just dont give up.this is the final stretch then in a few years time we could study together again in nus with ilyas, carol sam and the rest.i'm sure its gonna be fun:) really regretted not going for the outing yesterday! whatever it is, i dont have to worry so much cos cos i noe that we can always plan another fun outing another time. last week's guy's out in town was really cool. miss having conversations with all my close friends like those we had eons ago, during our kental-an days in dunearn.hahaha.well, things have changed and we kindda of lead different lives now and it would be hard to spend quality time with everyone. well, at least we could try doing so in future! here goes: selamat hariraya!maaf zahir dan batin.amidst all the conversations, be it sarcastic or not, hurtful or joyful, pleasant or unpleasant, deep in my heart i know that we care for all of our friends and thats the only reason why we do that. thats the only thing that have kept our friendships-fuzion,sclub,sclubminusone and bandkampongs-close and tight. and i believe it would continue to be so in yrs to come.

fidah: hey!my fun math tuition and study mate at woodlandslibrary. i'm truly glad that you're now doing well in school and having fun! i feel bad for not being able to meet up with you despite the many occasions that you have initiated! everyone is so busy and that the time is always not right. blame it on the SAF! damn ns!hahaha. never mind about that but i truly appreciate your views on my designs.hahaha, anyway just to inform you, my poster/banner won the first prize!hahaha.great great:) i doubt i will be able to meet you anytime soon just to have chats session over drinks but i promise once i get back from brunei, i'll make sure i make time to hang out with you guys :) so yeah, just wanted to wish you selamat hariraya.maaf zahir dan batin!enjoy yourselves and send my regards to ur family.i'm sure now your bro will look soo cute wearing the bajukurung!erms, the youngest one i mean! hahaha. the other one is like beanstalk!he's damn tall ah. must tell me what he eats cos i dont think im still growing! shit.

khai: heycool cikgu! hahaha..really glad to have met you at westmall.wait wait..hmmmm.i doubt you would be reading this. but nonetheless, just wanted to wish you selamat hari raya! hope to meet you soon. i'll send an sms to you! hahahaha. contingency plan!

suhaila/sue/su: my very insightful friend who looks at this world at a totally different angle!hahahah. never fails to inspire me to do some soul searching on my part. you're like my easy-to-access ahmad deedad.hehs. i still do not noe when i can meet you to pass you ur bsb cds as well as ur taiwan gift! they are seriously collecting dust on my shelf!!hahahah.but at least its not lost with my mess!hahaha. never mind lar, i think i'll pass you after brunei when i can pass you the brunei souveniers as well.hehehe.hmm, of course i'll never forget about you and your views on not having a relationship, adopting and matters of the heart.hahaha.ur views are seriously interesting! but whatever it is, if you plan to get married to the rich tengku-s of the brunei palace, just tell me as i will be visiting them soon and i could give them ur number.i'm sure they'll be interested, especially now.. with ur cool,kickass funky hairstyle! i can give you their autographs.unless of course you already have someone in mind!hehs.anw, jokes aside, just wanted to wish you selamat hariraya.maaf zahir batin. of course i noe i haven been the perfect friend that would say everything nice and great about everything. but its only because im being frank and i rather be comfortable with those around me and not be someone else. hence thats the reason for me apologising if i have said anything that have in one way or another hurt or affected you. i admit doing so, in fact, it has been on too many occasions that i couldnt remember!hahahah.so yeap.enjoy this yr's hari raya with family/friends.gd luck in ur coming exams after raya and send my regards to your family :) meet ya soon!

carol: hi drliew. you are one of those that i will always laugh recalling the kind of questions that you asked me at one point in time. "matin ar, do you noe where the flies fly to when it rains?" "do you knoe what happens when you die? i think ah when i die, i envision myself in a place where there are many escalators leading to the respective gods and i wont have any designated to me cos i dunno who i wanna follow now!"hahaha. whatever it is, it has always been cool hanging out with you especially when you start giving ur theories on how the world works with issues touching on the topic of friends.another one of my insightful friends! really blessed to have you guys around :) i still remember the first time i actually worked with you.hahaha. my balls were shrinking with fears!hahaha.pardon me for the crude ns language.haha.but yeah, it has been fun ever since.see ya around soon!

samantha: smarty pants, now with a so much cooler hairstyle! really miss talking to you. the last time i met you was when i uttered like a sentence to you in nus!hahaha.soo, must meet up soon!ok ok i noe its my fault that i wasnt present for yesternight's outing. i'll try to make it up some time soon:) update ur blog and i hope the haze isnt bothering you too much cos from ur entries you seemed really really concerned over the haze clouding our nation!hahaha :) stay hip and funky with lots of pizzas and cheese!hahahahaha.

shasha,cousin: gd luck for ur A'levels!study hard ar.hehehe.this yr its ur turn!muahahahaha.ok lar, im not that evil! seriously continue to push on and dont give up! you have reached the final league.give your best shot! i hope you have sufficient rest despite ur hectic study schedule! i hope i could still recognise you at nenek's place when you arrive and not mistaken you for some walking zombie in tudong or a giant panda with baju kurung!hahaha.see ya on tues :)

este: i hope things have been going on fine for you. im glad that you are really enjoying yourself in nus. campus life is truly interesting huh.cant wait to enter! whatever it is i hope you'll continue to have an enriching life there.im not sure why but i kind of find it hard to say anything to you now. it just seems so weird. there seems to be this uncomfortable barrier.im not sure why but i dunno lar, maybe its just me.anyway, i hope we could meet up despite our busy schedules, just to have a chat with ilyas,su,fyedee and the rest.i'm sure there's alot to talk about.anyway, just wanna wish you selamat hariraya aidilfitri! maaf zahir dan batin. yes i noe i've been an idiotic friend, giving you sarcastic msgs early in the morning and comments on the phone! hahaha.but please give me credit for the sarcastic sms-es.its not easy being sarcastic on text messages!heheh, jokes aside. i really really would like to apologise if i have ever,(which i believe is most of the time) said or do anything that may have hurt or affected you in one way or another. sometimes right, we pass certain comments not because we feel good or find pleasure in doing so. its because we are just looking out for one another.lets put it as all of us do really care for one another and that we try our best to help out one another as and when we can to the best of our ability. i'm seriously glad with the relationship that we-you,me,ilyas,fyedee,sam,carol,sue,khai,fidah and the rest- have all this while. i hope it will continue for yrs to come:) anyway, yeah selamat hariraya once again. gd luck for your incoming exams next month.send my regards to ur family and ur cute little bro :) must show me his pic with baju kurung!hahaha


this has been a super duper long entry!hahaha.its not like everyday that i could give all my friends a card with my personal messages for them!this seems to be a better alternative. a cheaper one too! now..dont give me that now-you-are-earning-a-sergeant's-pay-and-that-you-should-be-better-off-than-me look! i'm budget alright!hahaha



i hope you noe where i am coming from.