Giving your best without expecting anything in return
Sometimes, its just about hearing - thanks and it can be pleasing to the ears. It gives that sense of satisfaction after putting in a lot of effort into the things that you do. Some people are simply oblivious to the amount of effort that has been put in to accomplishing some stuff. And every time this happens, I just feel like quitting, shutting down and have that heck-care-cum-whatever attitude. But I cant. I cant bring myself to do it. To let disasters unfold before me is simply impossible. I guess I will just have to give my best and swallow the rest of the shit down my throat unwillingly.

If you think, Im fine with you pushing all the work to me then youre wrong.
If you think, Im capable of doing everything under the sun, then I can only hope youre right
If you think, I enjoy your company then think again.
If you think, Im fine with the comments that you make about me then you must be really naive
If you think, I have no problems of my own then you must be either ignorant or Helen Keller
If you think, I love being where I am now then you should really go and check how high is your level of insanity
If you think, Im earning a lot every month and that I should not have any financial difficulties then you should go and see the world
If you think, you can make me hate my friends then youre gonna need a lot of luck
If you think, that Im such an on-the-ball person then it just shows how bloody slack you are
If you think, Im a happy-happy kind of a person then I really hope youre right.
If you think, Im willing to accept my work being done by others then you so do not understand me
If you think, I enjoy going out with the same group of people again and again then you may be wrong.
If you think, I dont care what people comment about me then you must not be human.
If you think, Im fond of you then youre right
If you think, Im willing to forgive and forget the things that you have done to me then youre right
If you think, I dont deserve to be where I am now then we should switch places and see how you would cope
If you think, I dont give a damn about you when I dont reply your messages then you are so wrong
If you think, I talk a lot because I love to then you truly do not understand the art of distracting oneself from his problems and to never let him have a second to ponder about it
If you think, I miss you then yes I do.
If you think, Im in need of your presence and guidance then youre right
If you think, I am willing to tell you everything that I want to then Im afraid I have yet to find the courage to do so
If you think, youre the closest friend whom I can confide in anytime then yes, jackpot
If you think, I like the way you do things then it doesnt matter at all
If you think, I can never be better than you then bring it on
If you think, I enjoy answering your calls then yes but only at times when its appropriate and when Im free
If you think, Im so dumb to not be able to detect that youre lying to me then you should go and jump down from the 2nd storey
If you think, I like working under you, then think again
If you think, I like not looking at you for at least a day then yes!

At the end of the day, its ilyas comments, este daily routine calls, my parents telling me where they are and what theyre doing on the phone, private night prayers, tolerating with gawain crappy-ness, arguing with zhonghong/deepan, talking about our bosses and eating a bowl of maggi noodles that makes my day better before I go to sleep each night.